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AJ IS MINE
I can't forget your pretty eyes
And every night I dream about you.
I'd like to give my all to you
And all that I will say it's true.
But you ain't here
And everyday you live your life without fear.
I can't sleep and eat without your voice
Which everyday I listen
I know my love is reason.
I'm sure I'll never see you
And you will never say to me a simple word
But anyway you are a lord!
You keep on playing with my heart and senses
What for?
Don't know but I can't live without you anymore!
I would forgive your past
And I would make it fast,
Although for me you'll be the one
I pray for you
It's not a fun!
I just can't think of other boys
Forever love your sweetie voice!
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I WANT TO BE
I know I will forget you when you will find another,
This pain is gone when you will be a father.
But if you were just here with me
My love as far as I can see
That's all that you would need to be.
I guess we like two worlds apart
And every time you break my heart.
I know you're a boy, who wants to be
Your pretty face is unreal for me.
Please wait! Don't waste your time so fast
Leave all your problems in the past,
Although between us is always space
I'll never win in an endless race.
If I could come off the Earth
I'd fly to you and kiss your tears,
But it's all dreams about you
My heart is crying out for you,
I know that I'm just going mad
When I can't see you I get sad!
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LAST SUFFERINGS
Maybe I won't see you here,
But I can dream I hold you near.
I can't find out the words to you
No one can touch me like you do.
My dear boy, you're all for me
You're a light of my eternity.
I'll give my all to be with you
And do the things you want me too.
I know no one can take your place
Nobody has so pretty face.
But our world is so cruel, baby
And we don't know each other, may be
I will reach out and kiss your lips
And follow you for all your trips.
I write these poems just for you,
I want to prove my love to you.
I lost my rest and now the days are going fast.
No one can wipe away my tears
Until you share with me your fears.
How can you be so cruel to me?
And even nothing you can see!
I fade away because of hopeless love
I know I can't be strong enough!
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IT WAS LIKE A BLOW
I don't remember that wonderful day
When I saw you were walking my daily way.
You were here and you didn't look back
But I still can't forget just your broken track.
You got a look like a boy from my eternally dream
But if you only knew then you would hear my loud scream.
I saw your body from behind when you were walking ahead of me,
I forgot all my doubts and I couldn't see.
You were striding, not thinking you might hurt someone.
Why didn't you know? And then I would come.
You were jumping; it made me forget all my fears
And my eyes were in tears and I could not breathe.
You were leaving and you turned around
And my heart then was not beating so loud.
No, not you! It's just a wicked fake!
It's a joke of my destiny that I still can't take!
You had gone and I know
It was all that you'd done!
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I LOST SOMETHING
Sometimes when I turn out the lights
I can't find out my queer thought,
Although I know this world's not right
But I am sure I still feel hot.
When I take a look at the sky
I can't hide away my little wonder.
I want to be this pretty lie
And even feel myself as if I am a thunder.
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SOUL'S ALARM
I don't need to know your lie
Even if you don't say it.
To be with you and I would die
For one word from you. Say it!
For one sweet embrace, for your own face.
I need to see your smile for me
Your eyes have a dark of eternity.
You're the only for me,
And you know I can't be.
You can lie, you can use me
Anyway I won't lose you.
You are still in my heart
But we're two worlds apart.
Though I can run, though I can hide
But you do know I can't keep a fight.
I want to love you, but you are so far
I want to come to you, but I don't have a car.
So many reasons of you and I
There is no hope. I always cry.
Perhaps to let you go is better
Because you'll never get my letter.
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